I realise I haven't been writing in this for a while.

I'm doing good. Twelve cigarettes / day is what I'm currently comfortable with. Which is quite a bit less than what I used to do.

Feeling better with it, too. So that's good.

Next week, it's promoting Mission Impossible 3 in Rome, and that's just the start of the whole publicity thing. But ( Read more... )

I can't do this whole not-smoking thing. I've talked to my doctor yesterday before the exam to see if the infection is gone (it is) and we agreed that I should at least try to smoke less ( Read more... )

It's been over a week now. A couple of days ago I gave in and got those nicotine patches. They help with some of the craving, but it's not the same, you know ( Read more... )

...I decided to kick the whole sex and bdsm thing too. Both are bordering on an addiction for me, and before it gets too bad... I better stop.

It will be hard, and yes, it will affect some of you - those who sleep with me, that is. Even my lovers.

No more sex for me. No more pain.

( Basically, what this means for you... )

Three days, 21 hours, 26 minutes and 56 seconds.

Thanks to a little help, I'm doing fine. Still craving, still missing the feeling of a cigarette between my lips... but at least I can sleep without interruption ( Read more... )

One day, four hours and eight minutes ( Read more... )

7 hours, 54 minutes, 26 seconds and counting....

While I'm writing this, I'm smoking what might be my last cigarette. Ever ( Read more... )